It's been a while since I've posted. Guess I've been busy, but with what? Last I wrote, I got stood up and was looking forward to Mr. Bisexual that Sunday. Well he informed me that he wasn't feeling well and had to postpone. While I totally understood that and appreciated that he didn't want to get me sick, I was still disappointed! Finally I saw him this Tuesday and it was amazing as usual. I really really enjoy him.
However, worlds collided just a little bit when we decided to go out for lunch after! This is a first for me as I never ever socialize with the guys I'm sleeping with. Truthfully, most of them aren't interesting enough to even hold a conversation, so I never even considered it! They come over, get the job done, then leave. This one is different. We actually seem to enjoy spending our time together. So after lunch, we ended up at my local bar for a drink and of course, several regulars came in so I had to introduce them. The thing is, they all know what I'm up to, so me being there with a guy probably raised eyebrows. Finally the truth was out that I was sleeping with this guy...actually he blurted it out when someone asked how we knew each other. Cat's out of the bag now!
It was interesting; he's very charming and friendly and everyone liked him. We may do this again sometime!
Now for Puerto Rico. I swear I'll stop obsessing over him at some point but right now i just need to process this. It's been exactly two weeks since I've seen him and he hasn't texted me at all, nor has he responded to the three texts I've sent him. Precisely three and that's all. I promise I'm not going to text him like a crazy girl. My friends are trying to help me figure out why I can't get him off my mind.
Do I like him? Is that possible? May I remind you that he's 21 and frankly, I'm not interested in a 21 year old boyfriend, or any boyfriend for that matter. Last time he was here, he opened up about his childhood, his family, etc. and I also told him some things about my life. I could make my brain hurt trying to over analyze this, but either he's just too busy or he just plain doesn't want to see me anymore. Either way, I'll just have to accept it.
But I can't lie...if he texted me right now it would totally make my day.
So I've got other young guys and a couple of girls interested in meeting me, so keep reading to find out how next week goes. Should be good!
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